Perfect Love

I remember my first day in college almost 3 to 4 years have passed and still the memories are fresh. Our sweet talks, the way we help each other, the smile you always wear, our walk together, the joy your friendship brings to me, our friendship I miss all of it.

When you left me I can't explain the sadness in my heart, the days of joy are gone, your smile vanished, I miss you Jenny.

I remember the first time I saw you I really want to meet you, I want to love you and that certain point of time. I met you while our class is having an activity, I came late so I decide to sit just beside the door. Then you approach me and we had a little chat, after that we became friends I'm so happy that I met you.

We became seatmates we talk to each other in our free time, you became my close friend, you reveal things about you and not telling your friends about it. You share your experience to me and ask my idea or advice about it I can't avoid falling for you. After class we walk together as we go home, I want to hold your hand. We go our separate ways after we cross the main road as you walk away I can't stop looking at you, I want to know your safe and when you look back you smile and wave your goodbye.

One of the most unforgettable memories we had is when we study our lesson together you teach me what you know, and I teach you what I know. I'm inspired whenever you're beside me, I really in to you that time but all we have is friendship. I admired everything about you, your different perception about things, your beauty and simplicity, I want you Jenny.

We became close friends, I know you already notice I'm getting too comfortable with you. I don't want to destroy our friendship, you're my treasure, I love you.

The most unforgettable moment of our friendship happened on my birthday. I celebrate that day with my family at our home, you greet me through text I can't explain how happy I was that day. I never imagine that our last day of friendship has come

The next day I want to talk to you, I want to thank you for making me happy but whenever I try to come closer you ignored me. After that going to school turns out to be normal for me, all I want is to go home. I changed drastically I become impatient, sad, aloof and hot tempered.

My world shreds into pieces, you continue to ignore me and never talk to me, after a few days we talk but not as friends like before but as classmates. We talk about subject matters, projects and assignments assigned to us. I like to ask you why did you do that, I want to blame you but I can't I was so in love with you I can't hurt you I rather blame myself for all this. You then answered my question just once, You told me you start feeling awkward having me around.

I know you felt sorry seeing me like this, I've become different. The truth is its my fault I just can't fight for what I feel, I just can't admit that I like you. I try to accept those things one by one as time passes by. Now I'm hoping I could see you, talk to you, and say sorry and maybe this time you'll let me fight for what I feel.

After that school year I didn't see Jenny until now, I hope I could find her. Everyday I plan to make myself a better person for her. Everyday I think how can I approach her, what will I say to restore our friendship. When we took our separate ways the last time it was so sad it ended with a bad memory, But now I'm living with the good memories we shared, when we're together.

Her name is Jenny, if soul mates were true I hope she is the one for me and if we're not meant for each other, I hope we're meant to be friends forever. I hope that I can tell her what I feel, I can tell her my sorry and thanks. For life is full of unexpected things and I'll be prepared when we meet again. I miss you Jenny, I will find you I know fate will definitely bring you back to me. I love you Ms. Jenny, my Perfect Love