Doubtful

I don't know if I can let go, I love you from the start
I was afraid of getting hurt, and hurt you as well
Scared of breaking our friendship, losing you
As doubt reigns on me, it left me silenced

I always wanted to find you, but you're always hiding
I know that I love you, but I can't tell you
I decided to keep silent, as you leave me behind
As doubt reigns on me, you left me all alone

They said I'm a loner, I almost agreed
They said I won't succeed, it left me thinking
They said I don't know anything, I'm stunned
As doubt reigns on me, Hope fades as well

You blinded me with beauty, to you I fall
You gave me true friendship, then take it all
You became close to me, then tore me apart
As you leave me, You're hurting my heart

I love you don't know what to do without you
I love you don't you feel what is true
I love you but I can't say it to you
As you tell me you love someone, still I love you

I must continue my life without you
Trials will be harder and tomorrow will be darker
I must forget about you and move on
Even my heart still beats for you

Love for you conquers me, I can't live without you
If you want me to forget you, I'll try
If you want me to be away, I will
If you want me to forgive, I definitely will
If you want me to stop loving you, that's one thing I will not do
Even death will not make me stop loving you
At first I'm in doubt, now I know you're my love
If ever at the end we are not for each other
At least a part of my heart belongs to you, and a moment of my life I loved you