Something out of another

I lived my life without thinking twice, as of now I'm locked in a middle of thinking about my mistakes and making them right. What you do to yourself will have many results, if you do it correctly you'll be happy and you'll be appreciated but if you do it in a wrong way you'll still be happy because you don't know what is the right way but this time people criticize you, laugh at you and demoralize you.

I really believe the theory that state man is affected by his environment, it may become hostile to them. I agree to that I want to blame those people who criticize me, those people who turned me into a laughing matter. I filled myself with hate, they turned my life into a living hell's kitchen, I were bullied almost every day and I cried every time.

I realize the one to blame is me, if I just love myself more if I just disciplined myself or if I just fought back just once, Maybe I become different , better. All of the things happened good or bad, it's all based from the choices we made, the one that we know is the right thing to do.

We live our life to the best we can, People realizes that every moment of our life is very important. its a borrowed time, a gift from God and all things happens to us only happens once. Every second happens once in you life , even a second will happen once in your life.

Regrets all of us will be having one, it will differ on how you react about it. Life is not about getting neglected its about accepting who we are, how do we look and what we are. Life is not being what other people what you to be, its about loving yourself and that special someone.

I admit I will do anything to return the constant matter back and change the things I want to but time will not turn back, time will not wait for you or do a favor it will just move like a constant value.

I'm starting to lose hope, I'm getting desperate I don't know what to do. They say all things happen for a reason but what reason, I can't find any meaning on what I am right now. I don't know what to do next, I got an answer but I don't know how to use it. In some way my life is wasted maybe because of criticism, wrong accusations and faults but then again I'm the only one to blame.

I heard a phrase in a song that said " Don't hold this inside because what's left can be right ", in a way this words opened my eyes to reality. Now I believe that there's always hope and things can be right, all I need is to accept what is wrong and try to achieve my goal.

I realize that things really happen for a reason, we may question the unknown and get confuse about it. We will go with the unknown existing flow in the right time but for now its our time to live the most wonderful thing there is " Our Life ".